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hey mich, kar moon n mer. HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!


so many things to do for the past week. my dad came back from taiwan! n he bought me a new phone! nokia 6101. hahas. so cool mann. i felt quite guilty when i bought it cause it was supposed to be a REPLACEMENT phone but somehow its one of the newest models..

went victoria chorale concert with nat on sat. and my sis. n the aitong choir. was pretty good. met ann there.

my 3rd k1 training today. was much better la. wj tried to make me forget abt balance n relax he kept trying to make me repeat what he taught me last training while rowing! hahas. n mr y rowed with me. yar. i dun really like k1. i rather row t2. the stupid big-fat-hard-to-pull boat. and sitting in front. with the most resistance amongst all boats. hmm. maybe not. rowing k2-500 for next year nats. damn it. of all events. i get the k2-500. why cant it be at least the 1thou? -sigh-


my dad rocks mann. he didnt even scold me when he found out that i lost my phone..

"Hi dad howstaiwanilostmyphone."
"oh. okay. ill get you a new one here. be careful next time. sms me the models u want. but cannot be too expensive okay. maybe nokia 6610i or motorola v220."

waa. cool.


Ytd was at colours award. everyone was so pretty!! especially sabu. hahaha. i never imagined that she would wear a tube. n she kept running to the toilet. haha. ps was in a skirt!! wow. but didn take photo with her. so sad.

canoeing had the thickest stack of certs. yay. our capt kept smiling on stage. it was quite funny. like he was this nervous fresh grad waiting for his first interview or something. n he sort of hop/jump/bounced/pranced across the stage to get our NTUC award thingy.. hahas.

rowed k1 today. i went on a capping spree. very sad. i dun even dare to put my paddle into the water la. i think i spent half my time waddling in the water. almost. n i kept tapping and moving backwards even though i was already super stable when stationary. lack confidence la. put one stroke in then dun dare to put in the next. but once i start pretending that im in a k2 then i can row. but if i cap accidentally then get back on i start to panic all over again. i think my t1 can go like at least 5 times faster than my k1 la. crap mann. next training is gonna be better.


I LOST MY PHONE.

im so sad n depressed. like 300 contacts gone just liddat. so stupid la. i shld have gotten back up. just ytd i was thinking of backing up my phone in case i lose it but i thought it wldnt happen laa... then on thurs sf was saying tat she was gonna put security code on my phone then i said "dun need laa. later i forget my own password." well. seemed like God had already given me chances...

i just bought it in june. oh MANN. i lost all my photos too. was planning to put all of them on my com but my bro kept rebooting it so i didnt. n i didnt have the plug. luckily my dads works in taiwan. or else im so dead. but hes coming back two weeks later!! well. im still dead anyway.

recount of how i lost it: at seoul garden 'celebrating' michs farewell. bag on top of pile of bags. checked my phone. DIDNT ZIP MY BAG. which proved fatal. went to get ice cream. 4 scoops. which costed me $128 bucks. came back. talk a while. 15 min later went to check phone again. gone. WOW. tats like fast. at first i was sort of calm. searching for it alone. then i told ken. then i used calebs phone to call. then i was in shock cause i really couldnt find it. then the whole team knew n helped to look for it. n i still couldnt find it.

well actually i think it was this group of malays. they sat a table away from us n when i asked them if they had seen my phone they sort of looked at each other n smiled n said no. aww damn it. then derrick heard them talking abt hps n laughing. n they kept pointing at us. haiz.

i dun think im gonna get a good phone any time soon. when my dad bought me tat phone he was very hesitant cause he was quite scared tat ill lose it. n i did. oh well.. mr y asked the team to pay abit each for me to help cover costs. so nice right. but i dun think im gonna take it. hahas. its really my own fault laa. maybe im gonna teach piano to get back the money. haiz.

actually its not the price of the phone tat really matters. its all my contacts, all the ppl whom i haven contacted for so many years. n didnt have the courage to call n i keep giving the excuse tat i have no time to call them.. not even to say hello. ive suddenly realised that friendships almost never last. those ppl i call " best friends" in sec 1 have sort of just faded into the distance. although it has only been 2 years. i would really want to call them my friends now, but they are no more than strangers to me. i have totally no idea whats going on in their lives n they in mine. i no longer know their likes n dislikes. i no longer know anything about them anymore. n its really sadd. people whom i have laughed with, cried with, eat with, crapped with, hugged with for a WHOLE year have grown so distant over two years. i think all my friends in sec 2 will be like tat too. n u never know. maybe even my NP friends will somehow turn into strangers one day. sigh.

im seriously gonna die without my phone. ahh. n all those spastic photos in the phone. n i haven showed tom tat retarded photo deb took of him during camp. waa. anyone leave ur contacts in my tagboard k. thanks.

sabu n i were talking just now n she was telling me tat its actually quite drama to end off the whole farewell thing with someone losing his/her phone. hahas. quite cool right. like in those sub standard drama series. where the director is trying to create atmosphere n failing terribly. lol. if only i had zipped my freaking bag.

im gonna complain for the next few days so ppl, esp bx, just pretend that im talking to myself. :)

n everyone waved to us while they were going down the escalator when we were at the taxi stand waiting for her mum. n sabu said that she never felt like tat in squash. n i knew what she meant. the feeling of belonging. :) sometimes, i look at everyone of them n think, "whats gonna happen when they leave?" i really dont know.

went down to watch them play canoe polo today. it was quite hilarious actually. i think the ppl on land were more excited then the ppl in the water la. i was so scared for them la. it was like before going for an interview or something. the ppl on land were running everywhere the ball went. n shouting n cheering. n we won. 2-0. yay. great job girls!


i suddenly have this craze over strawberry milkshakes!!! yummy.

ytd went out with enid. when we were on the bus we were talking abt how dan n bekah were going orchard n how we r not gonna meet them cause orchard is so big then we were at taka n suddenly they were in front of us!! hahas. so farnie! we sort of just stared at each other n then it suddenly registered n we said hi n then we went out tgther.. lol.

had canoe polo today. it was a sad sad day.


cat high concert was quite good ytd.. i liked the choir!! they were damn good la.. the rest were okayy. supposed to have dinner with the guys actually but we ended up an hour late. n i mistook 'raffles place' for 'raffles city'. wow. it was quite hilarious. th msged me n said they were at the door n i thought they were at the door of the esplanade so we slowly took our own sweet time then when we were leaving the food court we suddenly saw the whole group of them standing down there staring at us. hahas.

wanted to go for supper after tat. still rmbr tat time i went for st nicks concert then we couldnt decide wad to eat.. walked around aimlessly then it was too late n we ended up eating maggi mee at seven eleven.. hahs. didnt eat in the end cause we couldnt decide n it was getting late.

wanna watch charlie n the choc factory!

like half the world went to watch today la but i had to go for training. national day was a flop. we didn get to bring the kids around after all. training wasnt really tat good either. we were going so slowly we sort of had to do break stroke but when we do so slowly we are totally not stable. n we capped. ahh. screams. my paddle got sucked in n somehow we just capped. couldn save myself in time. ahh. we tilt quite badly n i tried to tap n somehow it didnt quite hit the water surface... oops. did around 12 km today.

who wanna go out with me tmr? im gonna rot at home. have to finish my IH essay today.


wow. so many things have happened since i last blogged.

nationals seem like so long ago.. returned to classes this week. i couldn really focus.. i almost slept in lithosphere.. in full view of the teacher. kept closing my eyes for a few secs then opening them for one sec then closing again. hahas.
was really stressed tis week. almost till the point of breaking. i nvr felt liddat before. so many things to do.. projects, recruitment, art, hw, piano.. all in a week.

there were many times where my grp had to stay back to do proj n i keep not being able to make it. its so stupid. i keep having the excuse of going canoeing. sometimes i really wonder if i had made the right choice. joinin canoeing. n the recruitment is really putting a lot of stress on me. wad with ppl who keep reminding us tat there r onli 2 ppl left to defend the b div titles n we need 14 n everyone keeps giving us unconfirmed answers n others pressing us to get more ppl in. im so sick of all of it. im so sick of asking "so can u come?" every single day. im so sick of answering to the ic if we have enough ppl n whose coming. im so sick of asking ppl to join when three quarters of them just give us tat are-you-kidding?! look. but if i didnt join canoeing my life would be very different. if i didnt join i wouldnt have known all the ppl there. n i like them. :) so maybe its the right choice. i really dont know.

and ART. i have art hw every single week. every time i think of it i sigh. i like art. i really like it a lot. but with all the almost impossible to meet deadlines, i dunno. i feel like its somehow killing a part of me.. it somehows restrict me n i feel like im bounded to something. n i cant really put what i really want on paper. -sigh- n somehow i dun really like my teacher.

talking about teachers. we have a new LA teacher tis term. n she treats us as if we are pri ones. she goes, "oh so you all haven greeted me yet. Class stand PLEASE." n she goes, "thats very good!" n she puts STICKERS in our books!! STARS somemore. n each star has a different meaning!! hahas. its almost hilarious. i dun like her too. maybe its just tat i have something against teachers.

had my piano recital ytd. it turned out ok. i was kind of nervous at the start. i arrived late! a pianist late for her own concert!! wow. n when i walked in everyone was like sitted down already. so pai seh. my first piece really sucked. probably cause i didnt do any warm up. then i sort of had a nervous break down in the middle n everything went wrong after tat. i played like some mediocre pianist. waa. then there was a few seconds blackout! n i sort of panicked. haiz. my second piece wasnt tat good either. then slowly i calmed down.. too slowly.. but well my third and last piece were okayy..

thanks for coming ppl!! n for all the flowers!

thank u mrs tan for ur three daisys!
thank u jamie for ur rose!
thank u nat for ur sunflower!
thank u gloria for ur daisy!
thank u ziyin for ur daisy too!
thank u sophia for ur cows!

n thanks to bx, sam, beck, amanda, yilin, yihoong n all the rest for coming too!

mum didnt let me go for canoe polo today..:(

going cat high concert later.

my rose is dying. so sadd. not tat its not gonna die anytime later but its dying so fast.